[12 Jan 2009|01:42am] i'm not sure where we're going and i'm not sure if we're going together but i do know is that i've never moved this fast and i'm not sure what direction we're going. if it's in a step in the right direction, i think it could be the first time i'm really happy in two years. if it isn't, i honestly don't know what i'm going to do, i don't know if me or my heart could take much more of this. i don't need another friend. [2] comments

[12 Dec 2008|07:36pm] past 2 days have been heartbreaking comments

[27 Nov 2008|04:53am] do you remember how bad you wanted to get out? do you remember all the things you used to say? 2 more years of this fucking town... how would you live? how could you possibly bear through that. how shitty would 2 more years here be. well, 2 years later and you are in love with who you are and i dont know if i remember your name. comments

[27 Nov 2008|04:38am] i dont want you to forgive me, i just want you to understand comments

[26 Oct 2008|12:59am] i gave up on you. i dont even think you're cool anymore and i'm not quite sure what you're problem is. i thought you were the opposite of everyone else... you act like you are but i mean i think you're just trying to act better than everyone. everyone tries to act different but in the end they're all the same pretty much sums up a lot about you comments

[16 Sep 2008|02:30am] fuck, please take me back two years, please take me back two years, please take me back two years, please comments

[19 Aug 2008|01:56am] tonight is one of those nights where you i tear myself apart with my thoughts. it makes me sad in my head thinking about stuff but i just cant seem to stop and thats why these nights are just the worst. i guess its the day that leads up to the night and today was hopeful. it was probably the happiest i've been in about a year. it just felt like there was a ray of light and the end of the tunnel and this past year i gave up hope for ever finding that ray of light. than i see glimpse of it and as night time comes it seems like it slipped away. i feel like i only get through to you for a little bit of time like i only have a certain window of time of oppurtunity to tell you how i feel and for you to understand. i think i lost that once again. [2] comments

[24 Jul 2008|02:09am] I came home and there was some hard stuff happening with my family. On a couple different days, I wrote "love" on my arm. It was for me, a reminder I guess, and I decided I was okay with people seeing it. Love is a pretty good thing for people to see. comments

[24 Jul 2008|12:56am] sorry for playing the dickhead role and all you ever really needed was a hand to hold comments

[21 Jul 2008|03:00pm] the one thing that i'll never get is how you turned out like all the rest comments

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